She
gathered her skirts, dismayed by how odd she’d look on the dance floor, like a
widow in her weeds among all the pretty young things in their floaty white and
pastel tulle. A raven among peacocks. A toad among flitting rainbow damsel
flies.
He
drew back her chair for her as she stood, giving her room to step away from the
table and ease her full skirts clear of the furniture, and offered his arm. She
took it, her mind whirring with a long list of names, none of them fitting the
tall, elegant, beautiful young man beside her.
Oh, God…oh, God, who are you?
His
hair was dark, his eyes mesmerizing when he looked down at her. They seemed bright
with curiosity, or amusement. What did he see when he observed her with such
intensity? She feared it was unpleasant.
She hoped she wasn’t repulsive to him.
The
music had faded from the previous gavotte by the time they reached the edge of
the dance floor. Ladies were being escorted back to their seats, new partners
located, couples sorted out. The orchestra tuned up again, and lively chatter
filled the ballroom.
“I
believe it’s to be a Viennese,” her partner said. “Does an aggressive waltz
please you, Princess?”
She
was momentarily terrified that she’d lost her voice but, miraculously, sounds crackled
out. “Oh…why yes. Viennese. Lovely.”
“Battenberg!
Liko, how goes it, old man?” A man in a black swallow-tail coat passed by,
clapping Beatrice’s dance partner on the back.
Ah. Now she had it. One of bridegroom’s brothers.
The youngest? No, there were four, she recalled, and she’d never met the
youngest. But she had met the eldest, Alexander—Sandro to his friends and
family. And the second son was Louis. Then came Henry, who also had a quirky
family nickname, Liko. Henry. Henry.
Henry. Yes, now she remembered. She recalled having played with him when
they were very young. She should say something to show she was pleased to see
him again.
Beatrice
cleared her throat and straightened up as tall and slim as she could. “Henry,”
she said, to let him know she really did recognize him.
“Yes?”
He was still smiling but with a touch of restraint, perhaps even concern that
he was now obliged to a dance with a woman incapable of expressing her simplest
thoughts.
“It’s
been a very long time,” the words burst from her lips all at once, “since you
were last in England.”
“Yes,
it has, Princess. I should like to visit again, soon.”
Violins
broke into the opening strains of The
Blue Danube, one of her favorites by Strauss. Beatrice felt her partner’s
palm settle gently yet firmly at her waist. His other hand opened, palm up,
inviting her fingertips. She timidly rested her gloved hand in his. As soon as
they were in proper position, he stepped bravely into the whirl of dancers. Off
they flew, as if on a hawk’s wings. Beatrice tensed, suddenly aware of the
speed at which her feet must continue moving to avoid tripping herself up.
“It’s
all right,” Henry whispered, his breath warm against her ear. “Relax, let me
guide you.”
It
was the strangest thing. Just his saying those words made every taut muscle in
her spine and shoulders loosen a notch. It hadn’t sounded like an order, the
way her mother would have made it seem, but her body obeyed instantly.
Beatrice
tilted her head and gave him a shy smile. “You dance very well, Henry.” She meant it. Her partner wasn’t a hobbling
octogenarian or, just as bad, a brother or cousin with a stiff gait and sweaty
shirt front.
“Thank
you. As do you.” He executed a clever heel turn at the end of the room and
brought them back into the swirling crowd with a roguish twinkle in his eyes.
“I ought to, after all the damned lessons Mother and Father forced upon the lot
of us.”
“I
love to dance,” she said a little breathlessly.
“Do
you? I’ll have to ask you more often. If you like, that is.”
“Oh
yes,” Beatrice said, “this is ever so much fun.” Then she laughed because she
sounded like a child, pleased to be taken out to play on the swings. Push me higher…higher!
He
chuckled. “What’s so funny?”
“Just
that, I don’t know, I feel years younger when dancing, don’t you? Sitting all
night and making polite conversation becomes so very dull.”
His
eyes fixed on her face, and she thought she saw his mind working. “It does,
doesn’t it?” he agreed. “All the silly gossip, the forced chit-chat. I’d rather
be doing something too. I guess tonight we’ll have to settle for dancing.
Though a carriage ride would be brilliant, on a full-moon night like this.”
She
gasped in delight at the thought. “Oh, it would—wouldn’t it just be too perfect?”
The music swelled, the tempo raced, pulling her pulse along with it. She tried
not to think about her feet, letting them do the work for her. It was better
that way. If she thought too hard about the intricate steps, she’d flub it up
and they’d end in a sprawl on the floor.
“Do
you ride?” he asked. “Horseback, that is.”
She
gave him a sideways look that said, Are
you joking? “Remember who my mother is?”
He
blushed. “Of course. The queen is a dedicated horsewoman so certainly her
daughter must be too. I understand you’re inseparable, the two of you. Mother
and daughter. ” Was there a question behind his words? Or teasing? She wasn’t
sure.
“I
love to ride,” was all she could think to say at first but then plunged on.
“Riding fast is the best. Faster than she
ever does. At a canter at the least, better at a gallop. Mother says running a
horse is far too dangerous, but I think racing across a field is rather like
dancing the Viennese.”
“Exactly.”
He grinned. “Funny. I wouldn’t have thought you’d be so keen on speed.”
No, of course not,
she brooded. You’d think me dull and
clumsy and uninteresting, like the rest of them do. She ducked her head and
lowered her eyes, feeling chastened and reminded of her many inadequacies.
Too
late, Beatrice realized her mistake.
How
many times had she been scolded by her dance master for peeking at her feet
while dancing? It threw off the body’s posture, disturbed the fragile balance
between partners, and courted disaster.
Then,
she missed a step. And another.
Before
she could recover she felt herself falling forward, out of control, the toe of
her slipper catching the hem of her gown, making everything impossibly worse.
She imagined herself dragging Henry Battenberg down with her to the floor,
other couples coming upon them at speed, so suddenly they would be unable to
avoid the fallen pair beneath their feet. Dozens of dancers would plummet to
the floor, creating a messy, embarrassing pileup.
All because of her clumsiness.
Donna, thanks so much for this lovely presentation. Adore your blog! Mary Hart Perry
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